I want MALA

I want to eat MALA Huoguo.

Tina are you reading this?

hahahah free on thursday night or not?

P.S. I actually taught from 11am to 7pm today non stop.....

Alive and loving it!

After my short absence and writing very little in my previous few posts....I'm back. For a while...before things start to go into crazy mode.

Firstly, wanna wish awi a quick recovery. He dislocated his big toe while attempting to do fouettes during tonight's class. I am really amazed at how he can be so calm and quiet about it and still smile and say "I'm ok." One moment he was in the studio, the next leo was coming in telling us awi needs to go hospital for a dislocated toe. In between that, no one noticed him going out...

Get well soon!

So, I finally attended Urban mix tech classes after disappearing for 3 weeks. Was pleasantly surprised to find that instead of feeling all weak and rusty, my strength and flexibility improved ever that slightly. So it was not a very good turning day but overall I felt alright. Not wobbly and out of breath due to lack of practise and conditioning. Seldom do I feel so good after warm ups and an hour of extreme jazz combinations and choreography. Yes I was dead tired and my back acted up after 4 hours but I did not feel like shit.

And it struck me suddenly as I sat in front of my pc after a hot shower that I really love dancing. No matter how stressed or shitty i feel after a bad or ridiculous session, just a small step of improvement lifts me up by that much and I see that all is actually not lost. I try my best each day and I am grateful that I can turn and I can jump and I can move to music and in the end, I always find comfort in dance.

I may complain of the little issues that come along with the work I do but at the end of the day, I am still just a girl who really really loves what she is doing and also very thankful that she has been allowed the opportunities to pursue it. How many people can say that?

Thank you mommy and daddy...

And like a friend said, " always appreciate every moment you stand on the stage"

I feel alive when I go on stage. What more is there to ask for?

Cute!

Things I watch when I need a break from work...

Pep talk to myself

I'm going to start finding inspiration and that extra push from within. I must not escape from the piling workload in front of me anymore! Stop telling myself that I'm drained, dry or just uninspired! Draw strength and creativity from within like I know I can and work hard. The faster I finish each item, the less stressed I'll be a month from now! When you start something, the ball starts rolling and things will work out slowly.

When frustrated, call a friend to bitch.

Okay!

...

Upset.

Same old thing once again.

Same phucking depressing feeling again.

Frustrated.

I'm not the only one.

I want new hair

I want to dye my hair chocolate brown or black and add pink colored waist length hair extensions to the bottom half.

How does that sound?

I probably need to rebond it as well.....it's flying all over the place...grrr.

Now I just need to let that ear cartilage piercing heal up before i get chemicals on it!

Random Pics

Grandma's Birthday Celebration at our house.
She looks very good at 80+ horrr! I want to be like her when I grow old!


Fruit Cake bought by me! Breadtalk cakes are a tad expensive...

Bali Snap Shots


Monkey King sitting like a true king!
He has nothing to hide!


It's not a statue or a carving.
It's a real human being.


Rice Padi Fields of Bali

P.S.
I have almost ditched my "A.D.I.M.L" project.
It's way past it's sell date.
I'm a horrible blogger hor...

I love to dance

Can you spot me............? =P

Ache

And I once again felt that painful ache in my heart....

Just a glimpse of your photo...

It was sudden, It was random.

It's been a while.

Ah Ooh Ah

Perfect Harmony

I know it's an old song, but I finally found out the title and I'm Happy. Hahahah

I love the female singer's hair in this. Tempted to go try, maybe the next time i head to Japan!

Your Self

From "Wake up Tiger"

Don't compromise yourself. You are all you've got.

U.G.L.Y

Teaching can be quite frustrating at times.

I sometimes feel like a babysitter yelling after my kids to pay attention.

You can also never please everyone in a class.

I wonder if I'm a dance instructor or am I a clown or a compromiser?

I'm starting to get a little tired physically and mentally. Feel like my inspirations are slowly dying out and it's so hard to squeeze out steps.

Did I take on too many jobs?

Weak, tired, with bad skin and bad hair.

U.G.L.Y.

That's me.