ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch

ouch.

I suck.

What can I do about it?

Blow

In this period where I'm already feeling a little lost and unfocused in my work direction....i have been dealt one strong blow.

I am now one shaky, unhappy and demoralised person.

Do I continue on, ignoring all my insecurities and the cruel realities I see catching up on me, pushing on blindly, trying to keep things going with just my passion? Will that be enough to carry me forward, will I have the discipline and the drive to make it all work?

Or should I just put it as a sideline now and focus on other things that will probably make more sense and give me more stability in the future? Becoz it just feels like I will never reach where I want to go.

Two ways to go. Which one?

October Update

First things first. I always believe in this rule "Ask, and it shall be given."
Ask I did ( on my MSN nick no less) and true enough, they read me and now I have gotten myself a brand new stylish D'Hopper Tee Shirt, designed and printed by CAC Dhoppers Dance Club!!
Does this mean that if I want an iphone or a DS Lite, I can just declare on my MSN my dears? hehehe!
Very efficient la!
Thanks so much!
*Hugs hugs*

I have been running around so much, I no longer call myself an internet junkie/addict. I used to spend hours on the internet just browsing and doing god knows what....nowadays I don't even have time to check my mail! Nobody has to remind me that my blog is dying and uberly boring. I don't have the energy to even attempt a creative writing post. Shall just update first with some pictures.

Managed to find some time to upload long overdue photos from some of the shows I did. The Above three I love! First we had to be multi-coloured getai babes, than sensual tutu girls ( I think we were spoofing soccer players in the photo). The last just a nice shot with my dancing maggie mee!

Bryan and us 3 girlies@ butter on his birthday

Happy Birthday Bryan! I know it was a month ago but ya...this shot was nice! everyone looked realllly happy!

And this ends my one and only October post so far.
Until later....