Blow

In this period where I'm already feeling a little lost and unfocused in my work direction....i have been dealt one strong blow.

I am now one shaky, unhappy and demoralised person.

Do I continue on, ignoring all my insecurities and the cruel realities I see catching up on me, pushing on blindly, trying to keep things going with just my passion? Will that be enough to carry me forward, will I have the discipline and the drive to make it all work?

Or should I just put it as a sideline now and focus on other things that will probably make more sense and give me more stability in the future? Becoz it just feels like I will never reach where I want to go.

Two ways to go. Which one?