I'm really tired.
I don't sleep very well.
I've got bloody ugly eyebags.
I don't sleep very well.
I've got bloody ugly eyebags.
Rehearsals for Code:Edge and a few shows almost back to back have been pretty taxing. I just updated my schedule book and I suddenly have this uncontrollable urge to just take flight and run away, far far far away. With my current schedule, I'm booked until end December and I have not even started adding in rehearsal slots and class slots for the performances and courses I have to do for my NUS clubs this coming January and February 08. There might even be a CAC Club Showcase Concert in March 08 which will be crazy if they do not tell me the plans soon so I can start planning.*ahem*
There is also an Urban Mix Show scheduled for June/July next year as well. *Pulls hair*
I was planning on doing an NCAP theory course - which is kinda required nowadays if you want to teach in schools, in January 08...But looking at my poor messily scribbled book, I doubt I can do it. Might push it back to April. Ahhh I feel so jumpy and distracted each time I start trying to fit in my schedules, seems like there are so many things and I cannot concentrate on any. The "Fight or Flight" mechanism in me is acting up and I'm swaying to the FLIGHT action heaaaavilyyy!
Well, okay, if I want to see it from a positive point of view....
busy schedule = earning money
So work hard, save up and then really take flight overseas for a good well deserved break! Also, the upcoming performances and showcases should be quite exciting and refreshing despite harsh schedules.For short term prayers....Hope I make it to the competition without burning out early on. On the good side, dancing with GTO babes is a very fun and new experience. We're all really just dorks at heart. Let's make it work, girls!! Strong and sensual, strong and sensual!
Must rest more when I have the chance.
And stop munching on fattening titbits!
Grrrr.
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